Being poorly

Ok so this week I have been off work for 2 days.
My head is thumping, my tummy is really wobbly and I keep getting hot and cold.
I am feeling sorry for myself even though its not serious.
I am not well enough to go out or if I was I should go back to work.

I get weepy when I feel ill.
What's that about?
When I was a little girl and I was ill, my mum would let me lie on the settee and would make me a special treat of egg in a cup.
She would love me better.
Lets hope tonight sees an improvement or i could be screaming at the walls by tomorrow.

Planning ahead

I have never been one to plan.
I may book a holiday a few weeks ahead but that would be the extent of my planning.
I wish I had been the kind of person with personal goals and ambition so I had something to aim for.
But even the best laid plan can get unravelled like an old jumper.
Life gets in the way.
I wanted to be successful in my job, that is true. And make my dad proud.
But beyond that my life has pretty much just 'happened'.
I would never have thought my life would turn out like this anyway.
But who knows what destiny has in store when we set out on life's journey.
Sometimes, its better not to know