Sharing

Sharing is always better. For the soul, for the heart and definitely for the mind.

Keeping things bottled up does no good at all.

It leads to stress and high blood pressure.

That's where a good friend comes in.

Someone who doesn't judge or criticize, just sits and listens.

And then hugs you tight.

She doesn't try and 'fix' things, or tell you off when the tears fall, but gently calms you down.

And I know that she will be there for me ,just as she was today.

So what's the point?

To life, the universe and all that.


We are each searching for answers and some are lucky enough to have company along the way. Our life journey is a lonely one and few are lucky enough to have a soul mate for life.

I look at some couples I know and wonder how they do it - how do they stay married for soooo long?

All I seem to do is bring unhappiness,to myself and others.

Without Hope

If we are living without hope , are we without God in our lives as He IS Hope?

No, sometimes life is hopeless. It is painful and sad and difficult and sometimes not worth living.

No one can take away the pain, its unique to our human condition.

But life does come at a price.Each time I am hurt by someone close, a little bit more of me dies.

Hope

In the depths of night when all I have are my tears, you weep too.

In the silence that ensues , when I am all out of weeping,you share my pain.

The black hole of despair draws me near and yet and yet you pull me back.

Love

God will look to every soul like its first love because He is its first love.

God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world.


Try and exclude the possibility of suffering which the order of nature and the existence of free wills involve, and you find that you have excluded life itself.

A guide to survival

Be an island.
Self sufficient, self contained, strong, powerful.

Its the only way.

Lonely, but less painful.

And Now?

I have no idea what the last 7 days have been about.
Except I am tired, really tired. Tired of crying, hurting, bleeding.
Life is hard sometimes. I didn't see this coming.
Not really.

And now??
I have no idea .
I feel I have lost everything, including my pride and self respect.
Thanks.


Dead again.
No rosy future for me.
No future full stop.
Nada.