In the next few weeks my life will change forever.
I will be classed as a single mum.
I will learn how to change a plug, a light bulb, a fuse .
I will survive.
I need to fast forward to my new house and me happily enjoying the freedom it will bring.
I need to think of the goal and the future rather than dwell in the pain of getting there.
That way I will hopefully stay calm and not get overwhelmed by this process.
I also need to lean on my friends who will hopefully be there for me .