Last friday was my mum's birthday. Well I mean it would have been had she still been alive. It was also the day we agreed on the sale of the house. The buyers agreed a price finally which was acceptable to us and after the reality sunk in, I began furiously looking at houses to buy, as the deadline was Christmas to move out.
On Monday, our buyers pulled out. My world fell apart.
Life is never what you expect. My weekend was a rollercoaster of emotion from fear to acceptance to relief to excitement tinged with sadness.
On Monday my heart sank as I realised nothing had changed. Nothing.
So her I am , still stuck.
Roll on Christmas. Deep joy.
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