I'm back.
I haven't visited for a while - sorry.
Not sure why really - just not in the right place in my head until now.
Nothing much has changed.
Except a realization that change is not possible on your own.
Change involves others.
And luck- and God.
I have gone from looking forward and getting depressed to looking hourly and getting by.
I find it helps.
Otherwise the big black cloud descends and that paralyzes me.
I drown in tears and self pity and despair.
And the hope I long for disappears.
So I have learnt to take each day, each hour , sometimes each moment as it comes.
And be grateful to be alive.
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