And Now?

I have no idea what the last 7 days have been about.
Except I am tired, really tired. Tired of crying, hurting, bleeding.
Life is hard sometimes. I didn't see this coming.
Not really.

And now??
I have no idea .
I feel I have lost everything, including my pride and self respect.
Thanks.


Dead again.
No rosy future for me.
No future full stop.
Nada.