Disconnected

Have you ever felt alone in a crowd? Or wished you were alone when surrounded by people?
It is a wretched feeling. I am feeling disconnected from people today. Work, home, friends, church, everyone. I feel I have a glass wall around me and cannot break free . I am trying hard to relate to people but everyone else is speaking a different language or buying into a different vision to me.

I remain isolated and alone in my bubble . Silently screaming. Knowing noone can hear.
I read this tonight on someone else's blog.

'What do you do when you're caught between a rock and a hard place?
When you're going through disgrace after disgrace
when just about everything fails ?' When your life seems pointless?

'You keep hope alive.
You look up.
You have FAITH.
Hang in there blogland, help is on the way.'

I am hanging in there. Just.