Today is a special day.
It is 2 years since my mum died.
I had been sad all week leading up to today and found it hard to fight against very natural emotions.
But today I woke up and decided to enjoy my day.
To remember my mum with a smile not a tear, with a spot of shopping and self indulgent time for me. Just me. A day free of stress and pressure.
So I ventured into the village, spent time trying loads of dresses on and buying something 'different' , something unique - to remind me of mum.
Then I went into town and spent THREE HOURS !! having my hair stripped of red and dyed back to blonde.
The need to cry to order because it is the anniversary of my mums death is not compulsory.
I cry on ordinary days, just because I stop and remember her, because I still miss my mum so much.
Today however,I remembered her and smiled , feeling so very blessed that she was my mum.
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