If you don't have self respect you have nothing. I want a job which is rewarding, which I can take pride in, which is satisfying, which enables me to use my brain, my talents and which makes God proud.
I am not 21 and I am under no illusion that I should feel lucky to have a job when so many are out of work. But life is too short to be in a job you hate. Tonight I feel belittled and demotivated. I don't want to be grateful for ANY job so long as it pays the bills. A job that gets me a ticket out of my sad life and into freedom. I am not scum, a piece of dirt under someones shoe. But that's what I feel.
I have so much to give. I want to do something which is worthwhile.
Stupidly, one day, I thought I would be able to make a difference.
Instead I sold my soul.
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